am i ready...??

why should it end..???
i guess i haven't made any mistakes in
trying to make it up to our relationship
i guess i have done all the things to
make it grow,i have treated it like my life
not to be harmed by anybody....
but how can this feelings bring me down
it's not over yet but...
it penetrates deep inside my heart and ma mind
i feel like am i little baby in this crazy big world
lookin for someone to comfort me in the coldest night
of my daily life 'coz of loosing you
i know you're not mine but can chance give me a little more
time to show you and prove to you
that your the only one i live for in this world
'coz im expecting that you'll be there when i need you..??
but i can stand it,
i really need you this time
even if it's just a little time
can you share me just abit of it
i don't really know why am i this,im so so damn in love...
i've never expect that it would come to this
being so nervous,frightened and troma,troma
for what be the outcome and answers will be.....
can someone snap me just to wake up from this dream
that lead to my worst nightmare..huhuhuhuhuhu
am i in love or bein with you as my partner
shivers me nerves 'coz of am afraid to loose you...
it's not finished yet but am i ready....???